THE QUANTUM AWAKENING – SAILING THROUGH THE SEES OF SELF – Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

A THOUGHT…. A WAY OF LIFE….A WEBSITE ….
& A GLOBAL ELECTRONIC NEWSLETTER
APRIL 2010 ISSUE 134

IN THIS ISSUE

*** SAILING THROUGH THE SEES OF SELF
*** YOU ARE THE DIVINE INTERVENTION THAT YOU SEEK
*** You Need To Keep Believing That Peace Comes One Person At A Time,That Light Is Birthed One Thought At A Time, That The Heart Heals One Love At A Time
*** SITTING IN THE PLACE BETWEEN BREATHS, HEARTBEATS AND THOUGHTS
*** SWORD OF MICHAEL CRYSTALS

SAILING THROUGH THE SEES OF SELF
as received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

As spring pushes her way into every pore of our being, we feel a sense of expectancy like a pregnant woman in her 9th month. The need to birth another level of our own being kicks and prods at us from the inside out. Making life uncomfortable and tempers flair. All of earth mirrors this urge to move forward out of the long winter of waiting into a place that can only be seen by the beholder.

We look at ourselves seeing a newness that has not made its way to the surface as of yet. We feel compelled and driven to move out of our winter blues searching blindly for those rose tinted glasses we once wore. We are seasoned like a good wine that seeks a crystal goblet to fill. Every day life gives us another morsel to digest, an appetizer that keeps us from our intended destination.

People we know and love pass from the earth leaving a little hole in our heart. Regrets pile up like laundry that needs to be tended to, as we cling to what was and what could have been. We mourn for easier times and reflect upon what once was.

The element of time itself has quickened our pulse and our desires. like a speedway driver we go around and around never seeing the exit of our maze.

People are innately angry with themselves, the world, their choices and their governments. Earth herself heaves with fault lines as she points fingers at her stewards. Everything comes to the surface just in time to be fed by the solar emanations and gamma bursts from deep space. We are all changed; we are all becoming the galactic human that was talked about so many years ago. Many will want to leave the earth and not stay for the curtain call of 2012. Those of us that signed on for the duration do our best to inform those that still sleep, but it seems they have all pushed the mute button and do not hear or adhere to any information that will allow them to move thru these energetic minefields easier.

This energy is not about doomsday it is about a promise we made long before we came to earth. Within us lives a single rose, around it lives many weeds, do we focus on the rose or waste our time pulling up the weeds forgetting all about the sweet scent of the rose? More and more situations will unexpectedly rise like a full moon that faces the early sun. More and more interruptions of our well intended plans taking us off the path we are destined to walk. Everyday something will try to steal our light and our joy. Everyday we will stray from the course of light that we set sail upon. Everyday we will ask for forgiveness as we try harder and harder to become that divine being in human form.

When God created humans, he stretched creation, pushing himself to be more, allowing himself growing room, to love more and to become more. The Universe sees the whole picture and stays the course without accountability. We the mere mortals have a much tougher job of it. As soon as we see the future, we change it. Every time we look at the future, even for just for a fleeting second, we change it. The future changed because it was seen. As seers, we are all destined to shift the outcome everyday. It is not fate versus freewill, it is fate and freewill. A vision is just a snap shot of a possible future.

The energies coming from deep space via the portal of our sun are photonic of nature. Solar winds (The outward flow of solar particles and magnetic fields from the Sun) blow us hither and yon as the solar limbs reach out and touch us. The geomagnetic field of the earth shifts as geomagnetic time is accelerated. A light bridge is formed as the solar noise storms (A transient enhancement of solar radio emission, consisting of elevated background emissions. These storms may last hours to days.) increase in strength. The energies around earth look as if phantom commands drive the wheel of the universe deeming a plasma pause. (A gas that is ionized sufficiently to be a good electrical conductor and be affected by magnetic fields) The sun is crowned with polar plumes as a proton event of unexpected proportion enters the field of earth. Solar constant is reached (The total radiant energy received vertically from the Sun) much quicker than expected.

As the solar winds raise the neck hairs of all mankind, two-ribbon flares (A flare that has developed as a pair of bright strands (ribbons) on both sides of the solar magnetic field) are tied around the old Akashic oak tree. Event horizons schedule themselves without asking permission (an event horizon is a boundary in spacetime most often an area surrounding a blackhole) rearranging the hologram of earth into a place that will assist with the solar creational flux that is inflencing all of mankind.

The playing field of earth will be changed forever. A “field” is a matrix, or region of influence, that connects two or more points in space or time, usually by means of a force or energy. In other words, a field is held together by something capable of manifesting a noticeable change.

The Akashic field is presumed to exist in physical reality even though it usually cannot be observed directly. The Akashic field is like the universe’s super computer system. It is a system that acts as the central storehouse of all information for every individual who has ever lived upon the earth. the Akashic Records contain every deed, word, feeling, thought, and intent that has ever occurred at any time in the history of the world.

The Akashic Records contain the entire history of every soul since the dawn of Creation. These records connect each one of us to one another. They mold and shape human consciousness. They are a portion of Divine Mind. They are the unbiased judge and jury that attempts to guide and transform every person to become the very best they can be. They embody an ever-changing fluid array of possible futures that are called into potential as we humans interact and learn from the data that has already been accumulated.

Akasha is a light carrying “ether,” It is the medium that carries the “zero-point field,” a field in which energies appear to be present even when all known forms of energy vanish. The zero-point field is a “unified vacuum an “energy sea.” this vacuum transports light, and sound and generates the holographic field that is the memory of the universe which is a sea of collective information. The Akashic Field holds everything that we are. Our energy is never destroyed. Nor is any thought or possible future destroyed.

Our lives have become very complex, causing the Akashic Field to reach a critical mass. We are continuously storing information in the Akashic Field, as we are not able to hold and process all the incoming energy and information and shifts we are destined to experience. The Akashic field is like a “vibratory cocoon, which turns at a speed seven times that of light. This cocoon acts as a blotter, absorbing and remembering every event. The Akashic Field stores every single thought and response we have regarding all life situations in all lifetimes. They are like the DNA of the universe, they are the soul’s journey thru time.

As we enter these emancipated solar vibrations, we as a planet will have access to this field of inquiry. Quantum Entanglement will become a way of life. Slipping in and out of time and memory may become an Olympic sport sooner than we think. All episodes of solar activity influence time and how we perceive it. The past present and future meet for a daily latte in our every experience. There is no getting away from the great solar OZ that knows all and sees all. As you sail thru these sees of self be sure to offer the ferryman fare payment as you dock at multiple timeslips.

YOU ARE THE DIVINE INTERVENTION THAT YOU SEEK

As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

We are one with all that has ever been created. We are one with all that has ever been thought. We are one with all that has ever been made manifest. We are inherent within all spectrums of the earth, of the sky, of the water, of the air, of the stars and beyond. We are inherent within aspects of yourself that you have thrown away and discarded. We are inherent in future selves and probabilities that have not yet been birthed or sensed.

We exist existentially throughout time and space, light and thought, body and mind. We are the molecules that were birthed in the beginning of the Light taking form. We are the molecules that exist in the future and we are every layer of essence in-between. We live within the dimensional portals that you seek, that you have walked through, that you have created, that you were birthed from. We are the light beyond the light. We are what instructs what is yet to be formed, what is yet to be birthed, and what is yet to be seen and felt per thought, per action, and per sequence of events. We are unknown until we are felt. We are unseen until we are heard. We are the directors, the creators, the righters of what you experience.

And yet you are the co-producers. You are who instructs us as to what the event shall undertake, intake, retake and remake of itself. We switch the scenarios of your daily events in accordance with the essence that you call creation and manifestation. As you are well aware of, we are busy and we number in innumerable measure. We are at an intersection of your light and your holiness 15 realms below Original Creation. You can refer to us as the Righters as we assist you in re-righting and editing your life to create a performance of an academy acknowledgment. We are the inklings in-between each thought. We are the signs that your eyes see as you look out on your day. We are inherent within every paper clip that you have found when you have needed one, a rubber band that manifested in your purse when there was none. We are instructs and we are instructions. We are dwell within each level of your thought and being. We live within the nucleus of the cellular content of your thoughts, of your body, and of your light vibration.

We are righting what went wrong by the last thought you had. We are righting what is an upheaval as you pray. We are righting what has tripped you up and made you eat humble pie in your daily events and manifestations. We are righting per instructions by you. When you do not instruct us to re-right (rewrite) then we do not. Then we allow those underwritten creations to follow the sequence of events that they are destined to flow through. You ask for divine intervention, but you realize not that you are the divine intervention that you seek, that you do have say-so in the curriculum of events that unfold by your own making and un-making. By your thoughts of healing, by your thoughts of love, by your thoughts of re-instructing circumstances in your life, we are awakened to perform for you. We are the puppets and your are the puppeteer in reality for we adhere closely and only to how you instruct the molecules of your creation. We are not a star being, nor a light master. We can not be described by vocabulary and vernacular that you speak, but we can certainly describe you. When we looked at you in the beginning when you were first birthed onto form, we described you in all of your perfection. We described you in your longings and your wantings to grow, to become more. We hinted to your parents that you were wet, you were dry, you were hungry, you could not hear, your tummy hurt. We worked for you day and night as you moved into the fullness of your being instructing those around how to care for you, how to love you, how to touch you, how to hold you because you were a God in swaddling clothes.

We listen to your declarations your decrees and your instruct-ions. As you unfold from the tightness of your manifestation and creation ability and allow yourself to be stretched out as a roll of beautiful silk. You will understand as that beautiful silk that you can move with waves of time, with waves of thought, with waves of light, and with waves of creation. You are a natural commodity that the universe has invested in and you can look at us as your stockbrokers. For we are in charge of what you take stock of. We follow you around obediently, assisting you to re-do, un-do, pre-do, and release what serves you or what no longer serves you. We are a short thought with no form. We have no home, no direction except to be birthed to assist you. We assisted original creation per the Creator, the Source, the All That Is’ instructions. As you were birthed from the Home Light, the Source was so worried about these beautiful creations that he so loved, that he created us. Some see us as angels, but we are way beyond that framework of thought. We have followed each creation throughout time obediently as we were created and designed to do. Not to intervene, not to interfere, but to whisper nuances of creative suggestions to you. Showing you outcomes of your creations before they were finished. Using the vehicles of dreams, visions, inter-thoughts and inter- inklings, vibrating through the words and actions of others.

You draw to you activation’s of your internal creations before they are ever birthed. You see them within a telecast, a movie, through a loved one, through a friend. Your world is always acting, re-acting, and inter-acting to show you how your thoughts will play out if continued down the same highway and byway of creation. We are the instructs within that linkage of manifestation. We come to assist you in a fullness of understanding. As your world creates stages and outcomes of situations that you feel are not for your souls growth, then at that moment of seeing your creation played out in your world (somehow somewhere) you must shift. To avoid world disasters, movies are created that show these biological upheavals, asteroids earthquakes and other planetary and human disasters. When humanity views such events, they no longer need to be created because the outcome shifts by the viewing of such things. And thus it is ended and there is no longer a need to manifest it outwardly in the physical.

Your everyday world plays out the same type of events in a personal universe. These personal universes, previews of upcoming events, or trailers as you call them are there to help you decide whether you want to fully invest in that outcome or another. You have learned about creation, conversion and pulling sequence of events out of one format and placing them into another dialogue of light. You have that same ability in all abstract events of your life. Divine intervention is yours. All things, believe it or not, are at your beck and call and creation.

Humanity appears to be on the lowest rung of the ladder of Creation, but if the universe is circular and you are the lowest rung, the highest rung is within your grasp; it is the next step, the next sequence. Many species in the universe believe you are beneath them –they see you as less. But we come to tell you that within your grasp, a breath, a thought, and a light vibration away, you are at the top of the ladder. That is why, what you do, what you think, what you create is so important. You will move through that portal. The buck stops with you. The future begins with you. Whatever you create in this place, in this time is sculpting the next universe.

You are in charge of birthing through your beliefs, through your engagements of energy action and thought and through your heart. Many are angry that humanity has been given the ultimate gift to birth a universe. That is why every single person that is on the earth is a Master and an Ascended Master of Light and of Time and of Space and of the Stars. There is deliberate placement of who is here in the flesh – it is not haphazard. The good guys and the bad guys and the guys that do not give a hoot are all here with you. They will try and trip you. They will try and trick you for all is fair in this game.

You will succeed and we will assist you. You will succeed from the earth into a new universe. You will succeed in birthing and seeding the future, not upward and outward as you so think, but inward and onward. That is why it is so important that you give the Temple of your body clear. This happens from the inside out. The seed that will birth the new universe is inherent within you. You hold it. We are the Righters and we are always with you. We look for the sequential events that unfold. They are dogged-eared pages that you are to look at

You Need To Keep Believing That Peace Comes One Person at a Time,

That Light Is Birthed One Thought at a Time,

That The Heart Heals One Love at a Time

As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

You hold the key to every doorway within all existences. You hold the key to all the gifts that the Gods yearn to bring to you. You hold the key to all the distress that you yearn to receive. You hold the keys to the hard learning’s, the easy learning’s, the ups, the downs, and the in-betweens of the staircase of self. It is you dear ones that procreate, recreate, un-create, and create for yourself on all levels of time, of thought, and of experience. Within the realm of all possibilities is where you sit, where you weave, where you sculpt, where you pre-design, and re-design. Within the realm of all probabilities is where you breathe, where you think, where you believe

You are the grand design that you yearn for, you are the prosperity that you seek, and you are the love in your life that you pray for. Only then will you come into the fulfillment of a promise to all levels of self, probable, dimensional, past, present, and future.

Underlining all of the design that you have sculpted for yourself are reasons. Reasons that you create chaotic relationships. Reasons that you limit your receiving, and your spending. Reasons that serve you as you create the offering of being healthfully challenged. Until you understand the reasons that you do to yourself what you do, you will continue in the cycles of destruction and disruption.

Understand that your design is holy and hope-fully created. You are not designed on the whim of a Creator that knows not what it is weaving. You are designed creatively and create-fully on purpose, with purpose, in purpose. There is nothing about you that is haphazard. You sat with the Creator of All That Is and you designed this life, this body, this hair color, this face, these organs, this illness, this desire, this love, and this sadness.

As you stepped into the physical body, birthed through the tunnel of Love within your Mother, you stood wide-eyed at this conjunction of time and space looking at everything with delight, not censoring your experience until you were told “NO” over and over again. Believing in the magic of life until you were told that you could not fly, you could not swim as a dolphin. Until you were told you were not invisible, that you could be seen. Until you were told love hurts, life disappoints. Then you looked at this beautiful world with tears in your eyes and you cried. You proclaimed, “why am I here if I cannot do any of these things that I KNOW I can do?” In sadness you then turned away from the harsh world of reality and sculpted your truths in silence. You sculpted your imagination; you sculpted time, you swam in and out of daydreams, and fanciful thoughts. You told no one about the visions, the visitations, the fairies, the angels, the aliens, or the giants. Some of you gave in to the world and lost hope, telling your little brother or sister, “Santa does not exist. Christmas is a lie. Fairies are not real.” Popping the bubble of everyone that still believed. As you spoke these things you felt a pain in your heart that went deep into your soul, because you remembered when your bubble of believing in the same was popped.

As an adult you allow the corporations and the conglomerations of your world to pop your bubbles. You allow declarations of government and people that are supposedly in charge to pop your bubbles. Deep inside your heart you still believe in the magic of life. Do not believe in what is external for it is fleeting, and momentarily will be gone. One day your news announces this and the next day it becomes invisible to be found no where in paper or print. Where has it gone? Did it un-create itself in the night?

You are a being of such vast power beyond your ability to remember. Each thought that you have represents a nuclear explosion of self. Seventeen (17) seconds of that thought gives to you a new creation that you are designing specifically for yourself. Do not worry if no one chooses to create a place of harmony and love and opulence. They will when their eyes are opened from the long sleep of denial. They will when they are ready to change their world of hate into a world of love.

Keep designing and sculpting a world that you believe in, a world that is full of love, a world that is full of medical miracles, a world where all people tell the truth even if it is not comfortable. A world that is filled with possibilities and probabilities that goes beyond your imagination. That world begins with your thoughts and your belief. When you believe there is a cure for cancer, there is. When you believe there is world peace, there is. It does not matter if you see it just believe it, no matter what.

A camera is but a single focal point. It can take one picture per moment. what is happening in the background of the other 59 seconds in that one-minute of time? There are 359 degrees of happenings all around that camera/camera man. Is someone helping someone away from danger, is a solider feeding a starving child behind that cameraman? Is someone falling in love for the first time? All cameras point to a single event and capture that moment, but what about all the rest of that minute? It is up to you to believe that each time you see a dramatic event on your media that something wonderful is happening around the corner around the bend behind the cameraman. For human nature is inherently good and kind do not let anything take that away from you.

You need to keep believing that peace comes one person at a time, that light is birthed one thought at a time, that the heart heals one love at a time. LOVE just for the heck it. LOVE just because you can. Dissolve all the chaotic patterns and violence of what has been shown to you by every picture on every TV screen as world upheaval. You have the ability to shift the future and focus on the good in the world instead of the media captured darkness.

Release all that does not serve Love. Release all that does not fit into the future that you seek from the bottom, the top, and the center of your heart for you must believe for it to be birthed. Start this belief within yourself and your patterns of thinking and then as an ocean that knows no beach, it will loose it boundaries, it will loose its shores and it will become more.

We are a Council of Light We live on the other side of the super galactic center within a Black Hole. We move through these black holes and use them as mouth pieces to amplify what we know to be truth. We broadcast this truth throughout your Milky Way into the cells and the solar sun that lives within each one of you. Names do not describe what our event is for we are an event that believes in itself as you are destined to be an event that believes in yourself. We leave you at this point and intersection of time and space and thought.

SITTING IN THE PLACE BETWEEN BREATHS, HEARTBEATS AND THOUGHTS

As received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

As we finally enter our next destination of scheduled time, we all seem to be stuck at the stoplight, waiting for the light to turn green and give us the go-ahead. Holding our breath, our tempers, and our expectations we wait on the sidelines for the universe to wave us forward. Stopping only to hone our desires, our wants and our needs we constantly look for the sign, the sky writing, that says, ‘thumbs up, the water is safe come on in, you can now cross the street of your life to the next phase of your journey.’

Eagerly we await what we feel in the pit of our stomach is big, really big! Searching our world, our reflections, and our intuitions for the cosmic directional. Feeling as if our legs are leaden, immovable keeping us in the land of the void, the unformed and uninformed. A place of no words, no actions, no foresight. Licking our wounds, feeling like a trapped animal in a place of no escape. Looking around us at the economy, the government, the world, and seeing that everyone is parked at the stoplight in a long line waiting for a sign. Misery often loves company but there is no comfort in this get together .

Many get tired of waiting and venture out on their own into the void the unknown. coming back torn and tattered and even more confused telling us all of earth is stuck and appears immobile. Our hearts sink deeper into the pits of our stomach.

Who will save us, who will lead us, who will be our messiah our president our commander and chief ? We feel as if we are held captive within space and time, sitting in the place between breaths, between heartbeats and between thoughts. The silence is loud; the energy of the soundless void is thunderous. We stick our fingers in our ears to stop the pain of silence, and as we do we hear a faint, but familiar voice. A wee voice that says listen to me, I am hear (here) for you. We strain ourselves listening to the one familiar soothing sound in the void, the voice of our true self, our soul, and our divinity.

The voice continues to melodiously speak,” Wait my dear, wait. All is invisible and embryonic of state at this time. Wait until the tide changes and finally reaches the seashore of your heart. Do not rush into dangerous waters, out of boredom, out of fear, out of need. Wait for life to unveil itself, the new is not fully formed. Hold onto the seed dreams within your soul heart. They will be the fruit of the future. The fragrance of the 21st century bloom. You walk into/unto a new level of life/light that has not ever been experienced. Lovingly wait until your soul announces to you that the bridge is safe to cross.

Do not use excuses to become lethargic depressed and complacent. In this place that you temporarily sit, weave the longings of your heart into a vibratory tapestry of sub atomic particles that are destined to find their way into physical form. Do not sit as a passenger in your life. Looking at it pass by the window.

You inhale unfamiliar energies that seem not to fit your life, your body, or your thinking. Hold tight as you paddle through the breakers of your life to the calm yet powerful waters of the New. Let go of the fear of falling off of your flat life and being eaten by sea (see) monsters. Sail fully without fear of failure. Follow the star chart of your destination with precision and then expect to land on new land that will provide even more than you imagined.

Your waiting within the void is but an elevator ride from one floor of light to another. In all of life it is but a wink, a blink and a nod. Now sail on your beautiful boat into your unknown, unformed future. Allow your internal divine compass to innately sail you in the direction of your destiny.

The illusion of stillness seems hauntingly alive, and you fear being devoured by its vastness, as one who sails to the rivers end only to find a great waterfall. Let go and allow the divinity within you to drive. It is older and wiser and has driven since the beginning of time. Allow the true self, the soul, the God within to move you in a direction of completeness. The void has the ability to extract what is in your heart and assist you in birthing it into manifestation.”

SWORD OF MICHAEL CRYSTALS

These beautiful ‘Sword of Michael’ Crystals come as a gift of Light from Archangel Michael. They are directional beams of light that cannot be interrupted or reprogrammed by that which is not Light.

Lately many of you have emailed about ways to protect yourself from what appears to be darkness. Within the universe there is a light and a dark that balances as the day and night. They each hold a space that was created by Source. There is always a light that divides but on occasion and during universal shifts the shadow strays outside the lines of its own boundaries and enters forbidden territories. When this happens galactic change is issued and the light comes up in arms. The powerful angel that is commissioned to take care of this situation is the Archangel Michael. He is a no nonsense energy that demands the balance to be retained and will willingly escort any darkness back into its proper place or dissolve it back into nothingness with his Sword of Light. Either way balance will be attained in this universe.

No matter the situation, no matter the challenge, Michael stands ready with his sword and host of Angels to protect and serve all who call upon him for assistance. He clears the path of obstacles, he gives us strength and courage to carry on during the dark times in our lives. He fills us with hope, inspiration, and faith that the Universe is always on our side. Michael protects against negative or psychic attack and astral debris that can cling to our energy fields. Archangel Michael stands first and foremost for protection and assistance in times of stress and need. Archangel Michael is often pictured with a sword and shield to represent his ability to protect as well as to cut away that which is no longer serves us. There is no concern or problem that Michael cannot and will not address when he is called upon to do so. This makes Michael what I call “all purpose” archangel as he appears when needed.

Hold the crystal as an actual sword of light, for this crystalline child was born to do battle for all that is right and of light. As a light holder/light worker one does not seek to do battle, one only seeks to hold a pattern of indestructible light. As the energies of all worlds change a new definition of light is announced. No more sitting upon ones laurels waiting for the darkness to just go away. Battlements surround those of a peaceful heart and a holy intent. One is asked to stand their ground of integrity no matter what is flung upon their shores. Turning the other cheek no matter how many times it is slapped not responding to the darkness with darkness, for it is there that it sups and gets its power. Standing in the Gap of circumstance demands one to focus all of their intentions into a fractal pattern of fearlessness instead of wasting all of their life force trying to figure things out. These crystals ask to be used as a directional, held and acknowledged as the powerful tool they are. Archangel Michael has blessed all that these crystals represent.

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